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Raised By Wolves

by Jenee Halstead

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1.
Havana Dress 03:33
Red wine on my lips Feeling so alone The records you play Make me long for a home I woke up next to you My makeup all a mess There on the floor lay My Havana dress When Loretta sing “I Lie” Oh I know just what she means She wrote the words I never would She tells it like it is I woke up next to you My makeup all a mess There on the floor lay My Havana dress Gonna give myself away Give myself away Gonna give myself away Pack up heart Gonna give myself away Give myself away Gonna give myself away Pack up heart and pray
2.
This is my mind running wild Aging me before my time To be young is to be divine But I am sour as a grape on the vine In the Rodeo of Sadness I am thrown down but I don’t take it too seriously now So lonely and pining for love I wake up with my secrets all laid out Waiting for the moment it will all be revealed I don’t know how to do it and I never will In the Rodeo of Sadness I am thrown down but I don’t take it seriously now Every snowflake falls to the ground Comes in perfection and leaves without a sound Oh sugar, please take me as I am I want to stay here but I don’t know if I can In the Rodeo of Sadness I am thrown down but I don’t take it too seriously now
3.
We fell into asleep         Our breath was a sermon       Whispering into the air I was drunk Skip James on the lo fi That high winter moan Building you an altar Building you an altar Flowers as the offer Candles for the dead Marigolds and sugar A cross upon my neck I kissed it for living washed the sins of the dead Building you an altar in my head I get down and pray I get down and pray I get down and pray I get down and pray I get down and pray I get down and pray
4.
Oh troubles now When love calls out Tell me things don’t look safe but I know, but I know Nothing can hurt me now Nothing can hurt me now I was raised by wolves With our own kind of love At the table we would tear Apart everything dear but I know, but I know Nothing can hurt me now Nothing can hurt me now Oh, how I go to places no one knows Only my heart knows such things I am harboring But that was so long ago Now I know Now I know Nothing can hurt me now Nothing can hurt me now Nothing can hurt me now Nothing can hurt me now
5.
It doesn’t matter who you are It doesn’t matter where you’ve been It doesn’t matter who you know It doesn’t matter what you did It doesn’t matter who you love It doesn’t matter how you live It doesn’t matter where you come from It doesn’t matter what you have You gotta get good with it You gotta get good with it It doesn’t matter how you love It doesn’t matter what you give It doesn’t matter how you got here It doesn’t matter what you said You gotta get good with it You gotta get good with it You better fall down Guilty Lay down in shame Break down in weakness and take the blame Recognize the truth of things until it happens again When it comes down to it We are all the same You gotta get good with it We are all the same You gotta get good with it We are all the same
6.
I knew I’d lost you There was nothing left to do My arms fell to the ground I slumbered here without you The winter came Frozen in my place Nighttime grew shorter ‘til I could recognize the day We break our own hearts In the garden of love The seed is in our own hearts In the garden of love Fingers in the ground      I tried to fight the tides But nature is a bitch, you know   The southern sun won’t die I went deep within myself Pulled up all my doubts Funny how the truth just has a way of coming out We break our own hearts In the garden of love The seed is in our own hearts In the garden of love Trimming off the pretty parts Put them in a vase Flowers grown from heartache in the lines of my face We break our own hearts In the garden of love The seed is in our own hearts In the garden of love
7.
I head out on the road again On that cold dark highway The snow is blowin’     Across the pavement, the dessert wind Is smooth and dry like porcelain                    I have tried to blur the lines To change the course Between you and I I am comin’ to take you I am comin’ to take you back In the dead of night I roll the windows down                                         I’m shaking off my doubt, I am flying     And my headlights peer into hollow eyes I see nothin’ for miles There ain’t nothin’, there ain’t nothin’ I am comin’ to take you I am comin’ to take you back I am comin’ to take you I am comin’ to take you back Go on and run so far so fast Where you gonna go so far so fast? You better run so far so fast Blood runs deeper than money Blood runs deeper than time Blood runs deeper than the blood in my veins Blood runs and pours from the core of the black tar earth it’s there this time You’re gonna change! You’re gonna change! You’re gonna change! You’re gonna change! I am comin’ back to take you I am comin’ to take you back I am comin’ to take you I am comin’ to take you back
8.
You’ll grieve for days You’re left behind Love finds a new seedling There’s a whole new life Those simple times We can never get back All of those feelings Erase into black Never Another My precious lover This is only between you and I A silver cross, points to the sky Caught between my breast a brilliant blade You pierce my heart Rest on the crest Keeping everything I couldn’t say Held in my breath Never Another My precious lover This is only between you and I Back to the beginning My breath ceases slowly And my heart does it’s duty Not knowing we are through This bitch is going out in style This bitch is going out Never Another My precious lover This is only between you and I Never Another My precious lover This is only between you and I    This is only between you and I
9.
I spike my coffee in the morning Drink from the bottle at night I am not the person I used to be Bathe by the light of the moon Next to honeysuckle vines There’s a darkness living on my street I’ve been bitten by the night I’ve been bitten by the night            Been sleeping with your ghost Wandering the halls Longing for some peace to come at last Racing to the door Heart pounding in my chest Listening for footsteps of the past I’ve been bitten by the night I’ve been bitten by the night Come morning you will find me In the same place you used to be In a shallow bed, shadows in my head A restless symphony I’ve been bitten by the night I’ve been bitten by the night
10.
Heart Song 04:53
Wanna walk away from this pain I created All the tears the crying, the postulating Don’t mean a thing to you, to you Watched the birds take flight this morning Lifted off the field in search of something warmer Tossed my troubled mind to the wind Open a space for love to walk in I’m gonna paint my old room red I’m gonna show my mother’s love I’m gonna say all the things I never said That pushed us apart I’m gonna let you love me no matter what Is the heart another way to get back home? Is the heart another way to get back home love back home love? Is the heart another way to get back home? Is the heart another way to ease this pain?
11.
When I was a little girl     When I was a little girl I went down to the river     I went down to the river I drank from the river   oh I drank from the river The river of doubt      The river of doubt As I grew older     As I grew older I washed in the river     I washed in the river I laid down in the river   oh I laid down in the river The river of doubt      The river of doubt Stones in my pockets    Stones in my pockets Water washin’ over     Water washin over Hold my breath forever     Hold my breath forever Sinking in the river     Sinking in the river The river of doubt The river of doubt

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released May 25, 2012

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Jenee Halstead Phoenix, Arizona

"She, like Neko Case before her, mines allegories and fables for her songs, but Halstead isn't a cyclone. She floats and observes, almost achieving a spectral presence on her own songs." Stephen Thomas Erlewine - All Music Guide

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